Heya
So I was
recently asked about what I am passionate about, as in what gives me life and
the first thought I had was money, a LOT of money but a fraction of a second
after I thought money was my passion, I realized it was not. So I visualized
that if I was a dollar millionaire today, then would that give me life, that zest
that we all want and like to feel and the simple answer to this was, NO. Sure
being MS. Money bags would not hurt but it would not leave me feeling that zing…
So almost 2
weeks have passed now since I was asked this question and I still don’t have
the answer, at one point I had settled on that I am passionate about teaching
people about how to establish a healthy relationship with money, I was crashed
yet again when it hit me that my own relationship with money is falling apart
(Not that it was ever stable), but now it is just going south.
The quest
to find my passion led me to realize why I didn’t really know what gives me
life. How can I know what gives me life when I am not living it but just
existing? I look in the mirror and I do not recognize the person staring back
at me, literally. I have gained so much weight that I don’t look like myself
anymore, which ripples to me not feeling like myself, therefore I do not behave
like myself and this has led to me being the opposite of being a G. How can I
be a Geenius without the G.
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| Fattie bella |
So my biggest aspiration right now is to be a Geenius, again, because that woman knows what she wants, she is assertive, she is beautiful, she is kind, she knows her worth, she is brilliant and because she knows she deserves to be phenomenal and is phenomenal, she shows up and will show up…
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| Goalz (I aspire to ukuveza ithanga gape) |
So my
biggest aspiration right now is to be a Geenius, again, because that woman
knows what she wants, she is assertive, she is beautiful, she is kind, she knows
her worth, she is brilliant and because she knows she deserves to be phenomenal
and is phenomenal, she shows up and will show up…
So here is
to making the hard but necessary decisions to being who I want to be.
Love, Geenius.
